BAD
PENTAGON
The Pain of Self-Sabotage in Love
PENTAGON's song "BAD" delves into the complexities of a tumultuous relationship where the protagonist grapples with feelings of inadequacy and self-sabotage. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who is deeply aware of their flaws and the pain they cause their partner. The repeated refrain, "Because I'm bad," underscores a sense of self-loathing and resignation to the idea that they are not capable of providing the happiness their partner deserves.
The song's narrative is filled with emotional turmoil, as the protagonist reflects on their actions and the impact they have on their partner. Lines like "난 마리야 네가 무표정일 때가 아마 제일 어려워 네게 또 잘못했을까 봐" (When you're expressionless, it's the hardest for me, I'm afraid I did something wrong again) highlight the constant anxiety and fear of causing harm. This fear is compounded by societal pressures and the opinions of others, as mentioned in "사람들이 더 언쳐서 마리야 이래라저라라 해" (People interfere more, telling me to do this and that).
The song also touches on the inevitability of change and the transient nature of relationships. The protagonist acknowledges that people come and go, and that eternal love is a rare phenomenon. This is poignantly expressed in the lines "사람은 또 지나가고 영원한 사랑은 없다고" (People pass by, and there's no eternal love). Despite the pain and regret, there is a glimmer of hope as the protagonist contemplates the possibility of finding someone who understands them in the future, as seen in "괜찮아 나도 언젠가 나 같은 사람을 만나" (It's okay, someday I'll meet someone like me).
"BAD" is a raw and honest exploration of the darker aspects of love, where self-awareness and regret intertwine with a longing for redemption and understanding. The song's emotional depth is amplified by PENTAGON's heartfelt delivery, making it a poignant reflection on the struggles of maintaining a relationship in the face of personal demons.