Insidious

Penumbra's song 'Insidious' delves into the psychological and emotional turmoil of an individual who has succumbed to a dark and malevolent force. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who has lost touch with the light and joy in life, symbolized by the sun, and has instead been consumed by fear and darkness. This descent into darkness is described as a gradual process, one that the individual may not have even noticed until it was too late.

The song explores themes of control and manipulation, with the protagonist feeling as though their mind and emotions have been overtaken by an external force. The lyrics suggest that this force has implanted a new purpose and creed into the individual's brain, leading them to embrace a diabolical passion. The imagery of wearing a 'good looking face' while something sinister grows in the dark highlights the duality of the protagonist's existence—outwardly appearing normal while internally being consumed by darkness.

The chorus reflects a sense of resignation and acceptance of this new, darker identity. The protagonist questions their own mission and acknowledges the toxicity of their mind, likening it to cancer. The repeated refrain of 'I want to transcend' suggests a desire to rise above this darkness, but the acknowledgment that it may be too late indicates a deep sense of hopelessness. The song ultimately portrays a tragic transformation, where the individual has become unrecognizable from their former self, lost in a nightmare of their own making.