Left To My Own Devices
Pet Shop Boys
The Inner World of Independence and Choice
The song "Left To My Own Devices" by Pet Shop Boys is a reflection on personal independence, the choices we make, and the internal conflicts that come with freedom. The lyrics paint a picture of a person who enjoys the comfort of routine and the safety of solitude, yet acknowledges the possibilities that come with making an effort in relationships and life. The protagonist gets out of bed late, enjoys simple pleasures, and contemplates the things they might do, like reading or learning to drive, but there's a sense of inertia and contentment with the status quo.
The chorus, "And left to my own devices, I probably would," suggests that when left alone, without external influences, the person would likely continue in their current patterns. However, there's an underlying tension between the ease of isolation and the potential rewards of engagement with the world. The song also touches on the idea of not wanting to compete or conform to societal expectations, preferring a 'secret life' where one can be true to themselves, even if that means being a 'Roundhead general' in their own garden.
The references to historical and cultural figures like Che Guevara and Debussy set to a disco beat illustrate the blending of high culture and popular culture, and the internal debate over whether to pursue a life of action or art. The song encapsulates the struggle between the comfort of solitude and the risks and rewards of connecting with others and the world at large. It's a contemplation on the paths not taken and the potential within oneself to change or remain the same.