Mourning
Post Malone
The Intoxicated Lament of Post Malone
Post Malone's song "Mourning" delves into the artist's struggle with sobriety and the emptiness that can accompany fame and success. The lyrics paint a picture of someone who is trying to maintain a high to avoid dealing with the harsh realities of life, using wordplay on 'morning' and 'mourning' to express a sense of loss and grief that comes with the end of a buzz. The sun, typically a symbol of hope and new beginnings, is instead 'killin' my buzz,' suggesting that the light of day brings with it unwanted sobriety and clarity.
The song also touches on the superficial nature of relationships in the celebrity world. Post Malone describes how people are eager to be around him when he's spending money, highlighting the transactional nature of these interactions. The mention of 'everyone's free when the dinner is' underscores the idea that his company is sought after not for his personality but for the perks that come with his wealth and fame. This realization contributes to the sense of isolation and the desire to escape through substance use.
Throughout the song, there is a recurring theme of disillusionment with the lifestyle that comes with fame. Despite the glamorous parties and the ability to afford luxury items like a Maserati, there's an underlying sense of dissatisfaction. The repeated line 'Thought I was strong enough' suggests a battle with inner demons and the difficulty of facing them head-on. The song is a candid reflection on the challenges of staying grounded and true to oneself amidst the temptations and pressures of the music industry.