I Could Never Be Loved

I could never be loved
I could never be loved
I could never, could be loved

It's been like 3 months of no talking
Walking by myself, no more eyes to get lost in
Keep on looking back all the time, I'll be honest
I hate being alone, at least I got my conscience
Since you left me here, locked up in my room
Writing all these songs
Wake up every morning
And turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal
With these thoughts of you and me?
I was on the clouds
Now I'm spiraling into the sea
I wrote a message for you
But I couldn’t send it, I regret it yuh
I'm sorry, I'm pathetic
What's this? Caught a sickness
And won't be getting better
The Sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather

I try to keep it on the low
I try to get you off my mind
I try to keep my feelings inside (inside)
But it's hard sometimes

I thought with you it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
I'm not sure what it is with me
I've never been good with friends
I thought with you it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
It doesn't matter who you are
Soon we'll come to the end

It's been about a year
Since we last spoke
Tryna stay clean but need more soap
Letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of sore throat
Feelings that I had were beginning to rot
Starts off good, then it suddenly stops
Yeah, but I'll leave it in the past
Now the future's all I got

All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don't know what to do
No, I can't decide
Am I meant to be alone?
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don't know what to do
No, I can't decide
Am I meant to be alone?

I try to keep it on the low
I try to get you off my mind
I try to keep my feelings inside
But it's hard sometimes

I thought with you it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
I'm not sure what it is with me
I've never been good with friends
I thought with you it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
It doesn't matter who you are
Soon we'll come to the end