Fine On The Outside

Priscilla Ahn's song 'Fine On The Outside' delves into the themes of loneliness, self-reliance, and the facade of being okay. The lyrics paint a poignant picture of someone who has grown accustomed to solitude from a young age, learning to be content with their own company. The repetition of 'just me' emphasizes the isolation and the acceptance of it as a norm. This acceptance is further highlighted by the refrain 'I'll be fine on the outside,' suggesting a coping mechanism to deal with the lack of companionship.

The song also explores the internal struggles that come with this isolation. The protagonist finds solace in solitary activities, such as eating alone at school and spending time in their room under the moonlight. These moments of solitude are contrasted with the haunting questions they ponder: 'Would you cry if I died? Would you remember my face?' These lines reveal a deep-seated desire for recognition and connection, questioning their own significance in the eyes of others.

As the song progresses, the protagonist attempts to escape their past by moving away, yet the underlying feelings of confusion and sadness persist. The act of laughing on the outside while feeling lost and crying on the inside underscores the dichotomy between external appearances and internal emotions. The song captures the essence of putting on a brave face while grappling with inner turmoil, resonating with anyone who has ever felt alone in a crowded world.