My Blood
Rachel Chinouriri
Same old
No, you never learn
That this shit never works
So you’ll stay home
To look in the mirror
You call yourself names
'Cause you pulled it all apart
Can’t mend a lonely heart
If you say so
The longer I try to leave it
The more I forgive the feeling
What do I do when pain comes at a price I can’t afford?
What if I'm not worth healing?
What if I like this feeling?
Nobody seems to notice it’s the part that I adore
It’s my blood on the broken door
It’s my blood in the make up draw
It’s my blood that I do this for
It’s my blood that I do this for
I hate me
Count yourself lucky
They can’t see you’re ugly
But maybe
I should close all the curtains
Absorbing the burdens
I’ve made up in my head
And keep me in my bed
You can’t blame me
The longer I try to leave it
The more I forgive the feeling
What do I do when pain comes at a price I can’t afford?
What if it’s not worth healing?
What if I like this feeling?
Nobody seems to notice it’s the part that I adore
It’s my blood on the broken door
It’s my blood in the make up draw
It’s my blood that I do this for
It’s my blood, all my blood
Precious blood
My blood
My blood
My blood