Love I've Been Jealous Of

Rachel Grae's song "Love I've Been Jealous Of" delves into the deep-seated longing for a perfect, movie-like romance. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the singer's envy towards those who seem to have found their ideal partners effortlessly. She mentions specific scenarios like perfect first dates and Valentine's Day, highlighting her feelings of inadequacy and the facade she maintains to appear happy. The mention of Justin and Ally, a couple who met at a party and were instantly recognized as meant to be, serves as a stark contrast to her own unsuccessful romantic endeavors.

The chorus reveals her desperation and readiness to give up on love, as she yearns for a love that feels as magical and enduring as those depicted in movies. The imagery of kissing on the corner and spinning around in the rain evokes a sense of timeless romance, something she feels is missing in her life. This longing is further emphasized by her frustration with relationships that feel unstable and uncertain, as she desires a love that is steady and unwavering.

In the latter part of the song, Grae's frustration reaches a peak as she contemplates the randomness of finding love, suggesting that perhaps she should just close her eyes and point when it comes to choosing a partner. This line underscores her sense of hopelessness and the belief that luck might play a bigger role in finding love than effort or compatibility. The repeated plea for someone to show her a real love encapsulates the central theme of the song: a deep yearning for a genuine, lasting connection that she has only seen in others and in movies.