Not So Bad (Leans Gone Cold)
Rae Sremmurd
Finding Silver Linings in the Grey: Rae Sremmurd's 'Not So Bad (Leans Gone Cold)'
Rae Sremmurd's 'Not So Bad (Leans Gone Cold)' is a reflective piece that delves into the complexities of success, loneliness, and the search for meaning amidst material wealth. The song opens with a melancholic tone, as the artist laments the loss of his 'lean,' a slang term for a recreational drug mixture. This loss symbolizes a turning point, prompting him to question his motivations and the reasons for getting out of bed. The imagery of 'three-point-five clouds' obscuring his window suggests a haze of confusion and disillusionment, yet he finds solace in the fact that his financial success ('racks stack up too tall') reminds him that life isn't as bad as it seems.
The lyrics weave through themes of isolation and self-reliance. Rae Sremmurd references playing with 'bands' (money) and feeling like a 'lonely widow,' highlighting the paradox of being surrounded by wealth yet feeling alone. The mention of 'God forgives, but I don't' underscores a hardened attitude shaped by past struggles and betrayals. Despite the surveillance ('CCTV runnin' 24/7'), he remains vigilant and cautious, aware of the precariousness of his position. The song also touches on the fleeting nature of material possessions, with lines about jewelry and fast cars serving as metaphors for the temporary highs they provide.
In the latter part of the song, Rae Sremmurd reflects on his journey from the bottom to the top. He acknowledges the challenges ('more money, more problems') but expresses a preference for these problems over the struggles of his past. The artist's reminiscence about his early days and the people who weren't there for him during tough times adds a layer of emotional depth. The repeated refrain about the 'lean's gone cold' signifies a departure from old habits and a move towards a clearer, albeit still complicated, state of mind. Ultimately, the song is a testament to resilience and finding silver linings in the grey areas of life.