Stop Seeing Stars

Reagan Beem's song 'Stop Seeing Stars' delves into the complexities of love, self-worth, and mental health. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who is deeply troubled and struggling with depression. The protagonist acknowledges their partner's affection but dismisses it, believing that their own emotional turmoil makes them unworthy of love. This sentiment is encapsulated in the lines, 'You think you love me don't you dear? Well you're wrong, all wrong.' The repetition of 'all wrong' emphasizes the protagonist's conviction that they are not deserving of love or happiness.

The song also explores the theme of self-doubt and existential questioning. The protagonist admits to being 'a mess since the day I came here' and confesses to having suicidal thoughts, as indicated by 'I been staring at a knife.' This stark imagery highlights the severity of their mental state. Despite this, there is a protective instinct towards their partner, as they express a desire to shield them from the harsh realities of life. The line 'I don't want you to grow old, get scared, get hurt, stop seeing the stars' suggests a wish to preserve their partner's innocence and happiness, even if it means pushing them away.

The song's melancholic tone is further amplified by the protagonist's resignation to their fate. They claim not to need love or anything at all, indicating a deep sense of hopelessness. The recurring theme of self-worth is evident in the line 'Love is only damage to my self worth,' suggesting that the protagonist views love as a potential source of pain rather than joy. Reagan Beem's poignant lyrics and emotive delivery make 'Stop Seeing Stars' a powerful exploration of the darker aspects of love and mental health.