This Time

you don´t know what it is to struggle your way through,
to come across, in an environment so full of unreceptive individuals, nothing beating in their hearts
and not much going on in their heads.
could you take it up from here?
you couldn´t the first time.
what made you think it´d change this time.
not even once did the thought of dropping out cross my mind, while you were out there blatantly exposing what you regret today. would you have done it any other way?
well you can´t.
could you take it up from here?
you couldn´t the first time.
what made you think it´d change?
what made you think you´d change?
what made you think it´s always going to be like you want it to? there´s nothing I can do to ease your pain.
there´s nothing I can say, you wouldn´t listen anyway
you couldn´t bear the load.