Our Disconnect

I’m thinking tear me apart, I’m ready to bleed out
You’re thinking i may be more than you bargained for

I take my chances and cut my losses what a night of missing sleep?
Have we been stuck here on repeat again?
Over and over
On and on
Again, again and again

And i’ve been haunted by our disconnect
Now find your own way out

Give me a chance to express myself while all of this mess is being figured out
I’ve been silent till right about now
I’m sick of drowning out the sound
Of a family being thrown into a disarray
(There’s no end in sight)
Didn’t even make it to the very end
(Was it worth the division?)
And it must be worth something more

And I’ve been haunted by our disconnect
Now find your own way out
Or is there something else you truly want to say?
Just see your own way out

I’m desperate ‘till I fall asleep
A nightmare left here on repeat
It’s why I always am alone
Inside this hell I call a home
And it must be worth something

I bet it must be hard to sleep
While letting go of everything
These words you hear are no mistake
You’re digging your own grave
I’m terrified we’ve grown apart
Your morals are astray
Quit digging your own grave
Over a disconnect