Jealousy

Rex Orange County's song 'Jealousy' delves deep into the emotional turmoil that jealousy can bring into a relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the internal struggle the artist faces, caught between the desire to be free from these consuming feelings and the reality of their persistent presence. The opening lines, 'Jealousy is killin' me, it's too much to dismiss / I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this,' set the tone for the song, highlighting the intense discomfort and distress that jealousy causes. This sentiment is further emphasized by the artist's admission that he would rather be asleep to avoid feeling anything at all.

The song also explores the impact of jealousy on the artist's mental health and self-perception. Lines like 'Compare myself to many men / Many nights spent hating on them' reveal a deep-seated insecurity and a tendency to measure oneself against others, leading to feelings of inadequacy and self-loathing. Despite these negative emotions, there are moments of hope and resilience, as the artist acknowledges that he is 'miles from where I've been' and expresses a desire to change and improve his situation.

Throughout the song, there is a recurring theme of longing and affection for a significant other. The artist's concern for his partner's well-being is evident in lines like 'I hope you're sleeping well' and 'I'm happy just to see your name appearing on my phone.' This juxtaposition of love and jealousy creates a complex emotional landscape, where the artist grapples with his fears and insecurities while striving to maintain a loving and supportive relationship. The closing lines, 'No need for jealousy today / I hope you sleep well my baby / Goodnight,' suggest a resolution and a commitment to overcoming these negative feelings for the sake of the relationship.