silence STArEs me down (feat. 1999 WRITE THE FUTURE & Cuco)

When I look into that glass and see myself
There's this everlastin' thought, it keeps on goin'
I'm by myself with no one else
When I'm drownin' in this hell
Only silence stares me down
Only silence stares me down

And I know that if I really try
I can bring myself to make it right
I just gotta understand what's happenin' when silence stares me down

Ayy, uh
Twenty-four hours is not enough to split my time (nah)
And three years were just way too long for a bumpy ride
I took an exit, then I met the one to really crack my smile
I didn't expect it, but plans are laughable, one time divine
With you, I'm always tryna spend like an hour more
But you said that we're not together, the fuck are these flowers for?
The highs you give me put me on that stage when I'm not on tour
And everybody said: That shit is hard to find
Then she said I live in the hell of my own design
But when we're talkin' goals it gets harder to pick a side
The trophies I collect, my seemin' love pointless without your smile
But till then I might just say: Thank you for poppin' by

And I know that if I really try
I can bring myself to make it right
I just gotta understand what's happenin' when silence stares me down