Just a Fan

Roar's song 'Just a Fan' delves into the emotional turmoil of unrequited love and the self-deprecating feelings that often accompany it. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who feels insignificant and unworthy, describing themselves as 'just a fan.' This phrase suggests a sense of distance and admiration from afar, highlighting the power imbalance in their relationship. The protagonist's self-awareness is evident as they acknowledge how 'bad' it sounds to reduce their feelings to mere fandom, yet they can't help but feel this way.

The imagery of a 'blood-stained note' and a 'pitiful mess' underscores the depth of their emotional pain. These metaphors convey a sense of raw, visceral suffering, as if their love is a wound that won't heal. The repeated line 'everybody knows when you suck it shows' reflects a deep-seated insecurity, suggesting that the protagonist feels their flaws are on full display for the world to see. Despite this, there's a glimmer of hope in the acknowledgment that 'it's good that we fit just like we should,' indicating a belief that their feelings, however painful, are genuine and meaningful.

The song also touches on themes of isolation and self-sabotage. The protagonist describes themselves as 'the suffering kind,' someone who scares away potential connections due to their perceived flaws. The line 'locked in a van and unable to scream' evokes a sense of being trapped and voiceless, unable to express their true feelings. Yet, amidst the despair, there's a recognition of the importance of their emotions, as seen in the line 'my love is not a joke.' This duality of pain and sincerity makes 'Just a Fan' a poignant exploration of the complexities of unrequited love and self-worth.