Two Faced (feat. Godrix)

Rosendale's song 'Two Faced (feat. Godrix)' delves into the emotional turmoil of living a double life, where outward appearances mask inner struggles. The lyrics poignantly describe the daily battle of putting on a facade of happiness while grappling with deep-seated sadness and anxiety. The metaphor of a 'broken vase' that can't be put back together symbolizes the irreparable damage and the effort to hide it. The act of practicing smiles in the mirror underscores the artificiality of the persona the narrator presents to the world.

The chorus reveals the crux of the song: the narrator's need to appear 'in sync' and the lengths they go to maintain this illusion. Social media is depicted as a tool for validation, where posting happy photos and receiving likes serve as temporary band-aids for deeper wounds. The repeated line 'I'm two faced' emphasizes the duality of the narrator's existence, where the external image of joy starkly contrasts with the internal ocean of despair. This duality is not unique to the narrator but is shared by their friends, highlighting a broader commentary on societal pressures to appear happy and successful.

The song also touches on the coping mechanisms employed to deal with this inner conflict, such as drinking to 'black out the truth' and the fear of revealing one's true emotions due to the risk of shame. The lyrics 'I got so many problems, but I can't solve 'em' and 'I'll lock them inside my head' reflect a sense of hopelessness and the decision to bury pain rather than confront it. The repetition of 'I'm two faced' at the end of the song serves as a haunting reminder of the ongoing struggle to maintain this facade, leaving listeners with a profound sense of empathy and understanding for those who feel compelled to hide their true selves.