Adored

Royel Otis's song 'Adored' delves into the complex emotions of longing and unfulfilled desires. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their inner thoughts and feelings, seeking solace in the night and music. The repeated plea to 'turn off the light' suggests a desire to escape reality and immerse oneself in a world where their desires can be entertained, even if only in their mind. The phrase 'the vid is on trial' could symbolize the scrutiny and judgment the protagonist feels, possibly from themselves or society, as they navigate their emotions.

The recurring line 'In my head' emphasizes the internal struggle and the cyclical nature of their thoughts. The protagonist is caught in a loop of wanting something they can't have, as indicated by the line 'And it's kiss, kiss, kiss, but it's never gonna be what I want.' This unfulfilled longing causes a physical reaction, with 'veins turn blue' symbolizing the pain and frustration of their unmet desires. The mention of 'throbbing over pictures of you' suggests a specific person who is the object of their affection, further intensifying their inner conflict.

The song also touches on the theme of change and adaptation, as seen in the line 'Nevermind what I want 'cause I'll change to the page that you're on.' This indicates a willingness to compromise and align with the other person's desires, even at the cost of their own. The music and the night provide a temporary escape, but the underlying turmoil remains. 'Adored' captures the essence of longing, the pain of unfulfilled desires, and the internal battle between personal wants and external realities.