Sordid Affair
Röyksopp
The Ephemeral Nature of Forbidden Love in 'Sordid Affair'
Röyksopp's 'Sordid Affair' delves into the complexities of a clandestine relationship, marked by both passion and inevitable sorrow. The song opens with a nostalgic reflection on a time that was both 'dark and divine,' suggesting a period filled with intense emotions and experiences. The lyrics describe a relationship that was 'exciting and new,' yet 'shameful and true,' highlighting the duality of their affair. The lovers were 'free to explore' and had 'towering trust' and 'insatiable lust,' but this freedom came at the cost of 'clouding the truth.' Both parties were aware that their 'sordid affair' would eventually end in tears, yet they continued, driven by the thrill and the connection they shared.
As the song progresses, it becomes clear that the relationship was unsustainable. The lyrics 'all our love fell down to earth, here, broken and cold' convey a sense of loss and regret. The affair, once a source of excitement and fulfillment, ultimately led to 'grave remorse.' Despite the pain, there is an acknowledgment that 'for a while, it all made sense,' and the narrator cherished the moments of feeling 'wanted' and 'excited.' This bittersweet reflection captures the essence of a love that was both intoxicating and destructive.
The song's conclusion brings a sense of resolution and acceptance. The imagery of 'tears in the rain' symbolizes the fading memories of the affair, as 'all that we were, all that we knew' gradually disappears. The mention of 'deliverance' and 'salvation in streams' suggests a form of emotional cleansing and release. The lovers' past, once filled with intense emotions, is now 'silent and clean,' indicating a return to a state of peace. 'Sordid Affair' is a poignant exploration of the fleeting nature of forbidden love, capturing the highs and lows of a relationship that was never meant to last.