A Cruz e a Espada
RPM
The Crossroads of Innocence and Experience
The song 'A Cruz e a Espada' by RPM delves into the complex emotions of growing up and the inevitable loss of innocence. The lyrics reflect a journey from a time of childlike feelings and fears to a more mature, yet disillusioned, state of being. The singer reminisces about a past where emotions were pure and untainted by the harsh realities of life. This period is described as almost 'infantil,' highlighting the simplicity and naivety of those days.
As the song progresses, the singer acknowledges a pivotal moment symbolized by a kiss, which marks both an end and a beginning. This kiss represents the transition from innocence to experience, a common theme in literature and music. The singer's desire, once clear and strong, becomes lost in the complexities of adult life. The search for a 'new place' and 'someone nice to stay with' signifies the quest for meaning and connection in a world that has become more complicated and less forgiving.
The final verses reveal a sense of regret and realization. The singer wakes up next to someone they don't recognize, a metaphor for the loss of self and the adulteration of their once pure emotions. The 'child adulterated by the years' suggests that time has painted over their true self, leaving behind a facade. The repetition of the line 'that kiss was really the end' underscores the irreversible change that has taken place. The song captures the bittersweet nature of growing up, where the loss of innocence is both a necessary and painful part of life.