I'll Be Right Here (Sexual Lover)
Paulina Rubio
The Yearning of Unspoken Desire
Paulina Rubio's song "I'll Be Right Here (Sexual Lover)" delves into the intense emotions of unspoken desire and longing. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who is deeply infatuated with someone, experiencing a powerful, almost electric attraction. The protagonist's heart races and they feel an overwhelming heat whenever the object of their affection is near. This physical and emotional response underscores the depth of their feelings, even though these emotions remain unexpressed to the other person.
The song's chorus emphasizes the protagonist's unwavering patience and hope. They are determined to wait for the moment when the person they desire will finally notice them and reciprocate their feelings. The repeated lines, "I'll be right here watching you walk in / And imagining your kisses on my skin," highlight the protagonist's vivid fantasies and the anticipation of a future where their love is acknowledged and returned. This sense of waiting and watching conveys a mix of hope, longing, and a bit of melancholy.
Rubio's lyrics also touch on the idea of choice and risk in love. The lines, "Sometimes you gotta choose between one thing or the other / There's nothing to lose so why don't you try it," suggest that the protagonist is willing to take a chance on love, despite the uncertainties. They believe that the connection they feel is undeniable and worth pursuing. The repeated affirmation of "My sexual lover" throughout the song reinforces the intensity and passion of their feelings, making it clear that this is not just a fleeting crush but a deep, consuming desire.