Not Thinkin' Bout You

Ruel's song 'Not Thinkin' Bout You' delves into the emotional turmoil of trying to move on from a past relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who is desperately attempting to convince themselves that they are over their ex, yet every action and thought betrays this facade. The protagonist tells their friends they are fine and even goes out of their way to avoid places where they might run into their former lover. This avoidance is a clear indication that the wounds are still fresh, and the mere sight of the ex could unravel the fragile sense of stability they are trying to maintain.

The chorus reveals the depth of the protagonist's struggle. They admit to lying to themselves to prove they are not thinking about their ex, even though the pain feels like going through hell. This internal conflict is a common experience for many who have gone through a breakup, where the mind tries to rationalize and move on, but the heart lingers on the memories and emotions tied to the past relationship. The repetition of 'I'm not thinkin' 'bout you' serves as a mantra, a desperate attempt to convince themselves of something they know deep down isn't true.

As the song progresses, the protagonist's resolve begins to crumble. They start reminiscing about the good times they shared, and these memories come rushing back, making it even harder to suppress their feelings. The lyrics 'I wanna push it down, I wanna block it out' highlight the intense effort to bury these emotions, yet the struggle remains evident. Ruel captures the essence of heartbreak and the difficulty of moving on, resonating with anyone who has faced the challenge of letting go of someone they once loved deeply.