too many feelings

Ruel's song 'too many feelings' delves into the complexities of emotional vulnerability and the consequences of expressing one's deepest thoughts and feelings. The lyrics reveal a narrative of regret and longing, where the protagonist reflects on the aftermath of sharing too much with someone they care about. The opening lines, 'I let out too many feelings, shit, I should've kept in / Probably should’ve left them all unsaid,' set the tone for the song, highlighting the internal conflict between the desire to be open and the fear of pushing someone away.

Throughout the song, Ruel explores the theme of honesty and its double-edged nature. The repeated line, 'It wasn’t enough, to be honest / Should've been dust in my pocket,' suggests that while honesty is often seen as a virtue, it can also lead to unintended consequences. The protagonist grapples with the realization that their openness may have caused more harm than good, leading to a sense of loss and brokenness. This is further emphasized in the lines, 'You’re doing fine, I'm not coping / If there was something, it's broken,' which contrast the emotional states of the two individuals involved.

The song also touches on the idea of unreciprocated feelings and the pain of seeing someone move on while still being emotionally invested. The lines, 'Try to tell you I don't care / As long as we can still be friends,' reflect the protagonist's struggle to maintain a connection despite the emotional turmoil. The recurring theme of 'honesty is killing me' underscores the internal battle between wanting to be truthful and the emotional toll it takes. Ruel's poignant lyrics and emotive delivery capture the essence of this struggle, making 'too many feelings' a relatable and heartfelt exploration of the complexities of human emotions.