Waiting For (feat. Jamila Woods)

In 'Waiting For (feat. Jamila Woods)', rum.gold explores the complexities of love, vulnerability, and the fear of the unknown. The song delves into the emotional turmoil that comes with the uncertainty of a romantic relationship. The opening lines, 'Would we lose it all in the morning? / Suddenly the Sun makes it all feel alarming,' set the tone for a narrative filled with apprehension and the fear of losing something precious. The morning symbolizes a new beginning, but also the potential end of a cherished routine, making the newness of the relationship feel daunting.

The lyrics 'Rest my head on you it's a border I'm crossing / Just another drop, fill me up, till I'm holy' suggest a deep emotional connection and the act of finding solace in a partner. However, this comfort is juxtaposed with the fear of loneliness, as expressed in 'Heaven only knows / What we'd do when we're lonely.' The song captures the internal conflict of wanting to be vulnerable and open, yet fearing the potential pain that comes with it. The recurring question, 'How can I tell if you feel the same?' highlights the uncertainty and the desire for mutual feelings.

As the song progresses, the chorus emphasizes the struggle between taking a risk for love and playing it safe. The lines 'I would risk it all and more / You / Could be who I've waited for' reflect the hope and willingness to take a chance on love, while 'I can't risk it all no more / You / Can't be who I'm waiting for' reveals the hesitation and doubt. The song ends on a note of self-awareness and the realization that sometimes, despite the love and connection, it might be necessary to let go for one's own well-being. The emotional depth and lyrical vulnerability make 'Waiting For' a poignant exploration of love's uncertainties and the courage it takes to navigate them.