I'm a Ghost But It Hurts

Listen close to my words
I'm a ghost but it hurts
I got thrown to the curb
All alone it's a curse
Put my soul in a verse
They don't know how it works
I've been searching for a new life
See the stepping stones in the dirt

I want everyone to love me
I want everyone to trust me
Not gonna happen
I think about this every day
And dream about it every night
What am I lacking?
Conversations in the mirror
No one there up in the rear view
Driving alone got no music playing when I'm steering
Hope you like it when you hear it

I'm doing this for myself
I'm doing this to survive
I just wanna feel alive
Got some regrets in my head but I'm pushing them
all to the side
I wanna go hard
Going so far
Feeling so low
On my solo
Body so cold
Going so numb
Like a sore thumb
Stick out too much

Definition of a bad decision Never told me that I had to listen
I was always on a path to glisten
Broke boy with a castle vision

Now they're tearing me down
Can't find a crown
Can't make a sound
I couldn't show em' what I am about

Listen close to my words I'm a ghost but it hurts
I got thrown to the curb
All alone it's a curse
Put my soul in a verse
They don't know how it works
I've been searching for a new life
See the stepping stones in the dirt

I Want everyone to love me
I want everyone to trust me
Not gonna happen I think about this every day
And dream about it every night
What am I lacking?
Conversations in the mirror
No I ain't never been a rear view
Driving alone got no music playing when I'm steering
Hope you like it when you hear it

Listen close to my words
I'm a ghost but it hurts
I got thrown to the curb
All alone it's a curse
Put my soul in a verse
They don't know how it works
I've been searching for a new life
See the stepping stones in the dirt