Helpless

I have feared that this room will be empty
Where I plan on becoming a man
But I need someone special to hold me
I've been dying inside of my skin
You told me you'd always be with me
Well I feel you would never return
Like the thief that is stealing my witness
I gave him the time that I thought he deserves

I am losing my faith in a Father
Well he never stays on just for me
And the mouth that spoke death to my mother
Has just swallowed the claim that I need
There is no more resisting the battle
I have gained all the demons you saved
And the woman has taken the saddle
And rode the black horse to her grave

Well I'm helpless and don't have the answer
Like the man who's selling his soul
Well I told you I'd always be faithful
Now I swear I'm the bastard you know
And I've been crying as if you offend me
I am torn like the ragged young man
As I walked down the street with your family
I have cursed at the sky once again

I am so helpless
I am so helpless
I am so helpless
I am so helpless

It feels like my face is on fire
And my body was made out of stone
And it hurts me to know I'm a liar
And it kills me to think I'm alone