Fallin

In 'Fallin,' S delves into the depths of emotional struggle and self-doubt, painting a vivid picture of someone grappling with their sense of direction and purpose. The opening lines, 'lost again / disappear from everyone,' immediately set a tone of isolation and confusion. The protagonist feels trapped between where they need to go and where they are currently headed, highlighting a profound internal conflict and a sense of being stuck in a liminal space.

The recurring line, 'they always said it was stupid,' suggests a history of external judgment and criticism, which has deeply affected the protagonist. This external negativity seems to be the only way to truly hurt them, indicating a vulnerability to the opinions of others. The decision to 'go away now' if all they can do is hurt someone else reflects a self-sacrificial attitude, where the protagonist believes their presence is more harmful than beneficial.

The repetition of 'forget myself in this' underscores a desire to escape from their own identity and the pain associated with it. This plea for forgiveness, 'please forgive me,' adds a layer of remorse and a longing for redemption. The song encapsulates a journey through self-doubt, external judgment, and the struggle to find a sense of self-worth. S's poignant lyrics and emotive delivery make 'Fallin' a powerful exploration of the human condition, resonating with anyone who has ever felt lost or misunderstood.