Under the Chaos

Sadie's song 'Under the Chaos' delves deep into themes of despair, isolation, and the struggle for self-identity amidst turmoil. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with inner chaos and emotional turmoil. The opening lines, 'WILL I JUST FALL TO PIECES?' and 'Gishinanki ni obieta kokoro ga karada o kizandeku,' suggest a heart tormented by suspicion and fear, carving into the body, symbolizing self-destructive tendencies. This imagery sets the tone for a journey through mental anguish and the search for meaning in a seemingly meaningless existence.

The song continues to explore the theme of betrayal and self-doubt. Lines like 'I KEEP HESITATING BEFORE' and 'IS A BETRAYER YOU?' reflect a constant state of hesitation and mistrust, possibly directed at oneself or others. The mention of 'DISPAIR WITHOUT DISTURBING' and 'YOU THINK OF YOURSELF SOMEBODY' indicates a struggle with self-worth and the perception of others. The protagonist seems to be caught in a cycle of doubt and self-loathing, unable to break free from the chaos within.

In the chorus, the lyrics 'Sayonara itoshiki anata e kokou no hate de ore ha warau' and 'Sarakedashita ishi o idaki utae kagen no moto' suggest a farewell to a loved one and a resolve to embrace one's true self, even in the face of despair. The song's conclusion, 'BECAUSE NOBODY IS BELIEVED, I LIVE WITH MALICE AND HATRED,' encapsulates the protagonist's ultimate resignation to a life of mistrust and bitterness. 'Under the Chaos' is a poignant exploration of the human condition, highlighting the pain of isolation and the struggle for self-acceptance in a world filled with chaos and uncertainty.