Ahora Tengo Que Pensar Un Poco En Mí

Sandra Mihanovich's song 'Ahora Tengo Que Pensar Un Poco En Mí' is a heartfelt exploration of self-discovery and the quest for authenticity. The lyrics convey a deep sense of introspection, as the protagonist acknowledges the need to focus on herself after a period of neglect. The opening lines, 'Ahora tengo que pensar un poco en mí, Necesito sentir lo que un día sentí,' set the tone for a journey back to a time when she felt more connected to her true self. This sentiment is further emphasized by her fear of making the same mistakes and her plea for honesty, 'Solo quiero que me digas la verdad.'

The song delves into the theme of lost innocence and the desire to recapture the purity of first experiences. Lines like 'Quiero todo como la primera vez, Quiero creerte como la primera vez' reflect a longing to return to a state of untainted belief and trust. The protagonist admits to having lost much due to doubt and fear, including the ability to love freely. This loss has led to a profound sense of loneliness and a futile search for freedom, as expressed in 'He tratado de alejar mi soledad, He buscado libertad y no he podido.'

Ultimately, the song is a declaration of the desire to feel alive again. The repeated refrain, 'Quiero sentir que estoy viva, Quiero volver a empezar,' underscores a yearning for renewal and the ability to love, feel, and breathe as she once did. The protagonist's journey is not just about personal revival but also about reconnecting with others and sharing her newfound understanding, as seen in 'Quiero darle algún amigo esta canción.' Despite the struggles, there is a sense of gratitude and hope, 'A pesar de todo puedo agradecer, Aún puedo sentirme bien por que estoy viva,' highlighting the resilience of the human spirit in the face of adversity.