Utopía de Mariana

Santiago Cruz's song 'Utopía de Mariana' delves into the profound and often painful experience of unrequited love and the lingering impact it leaves on one's soul. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person walking through the night, burdened by solitude and memories. The protagonist is haunted by the past, carrying only a few memories in their metaphorical backpack, seeking solace and the ability to breathe freely again. This journey through the city, where nothing seems to move, symbolizes the stagnation and isolation felt in the absence of the loved one.

The chorus reveals the depth of the protagonist's attachment, expressing that they see the world only through the eyes of their beloved and metaphorically drink from their essence. This dependency is so profound that even when they try to deny it, they cannot love any less. The realization of this unchangeable truth becomes more apparent in solitude, highlighting the clarity that comes with being alone. The lyrics suggest that before the arrival of this love, the concept of love itself was insignificant, but now it has become an all-consuming force.

As the song progresses, the protagonist begins to accept the pain of remembering and the impossibility of forgetting. The shadow of loneliness becomes a constant companion, almost a guardian, protecting them from further emotional harm. Despite the storm of emotions that 'Mariana' has caused, there remains a dream, a utopia, of once again touching the serenity that the beloved brought into their life. This dream, though unattainable, continues to fuel their hope and longing, even as they come to terms with the reality of their situation.