Sostener Mi Amor
Santiago Feliu
The Fragile Balance of Love in 'Sostener Mi Amor'
Santiago Feliu's song 'Sostener Mi Amor' delves into the complexities and fragility of love. The lyrics paint a picture of a relationship that has lost its spark, where passion has faded and doubt has taken over. The opening lines, 'Debe ser lo que te apagas, debe ser que no debimos más,' suggest a sense of inevitability in the decline of the relationship. The use of the word 'desama' (a play on 'desamor,' meaning 'unlove') highlights the painful process of falling out of love, emphasizing the emotional toll it takes on both parties.
The metaphor of wanting to be 'como en la Luna' but crashing into the Sun illustrates the unrealistic expectations and the harsh reality that often accompanies romantic relationships. The line 'cada vez que la mentira gana' points to the destructive power of lies and deceit, which further erode trust and intimacy. The recurring theme of 'aparecida' (appeared) in the chorus signifies fleeting moments of hope and solutions that seem to appear out of nowhere, only to vanish just as quickly. These moments are described as the 'única forma de sostener mi amor,' suggesting that these temporary fixes are the only way to keep the love alive, albeit precariously.
Feliu's use of paradoxes, such as 'maravilla desmaravillada' (wonder un-wondered) and 'como un todo convertida en nada' (like a whole turned into nothing), underscores the contradictory nature of love. These lines reflect the bittersweet reality of holding onto love that is both beautiful and painful. The song captures the essence of a relationship teetering on the edge, where moments of connection and disconnection coexist, making it a poignant exploration of the human experience of love and loss.