No He Nascut Per Militar
Sau
A Heart Not Meant for War: The Struggle of a Reluctant Soldier
The song "No He Nascut Per Militar" by Sau delves into the internal conflict and emotional turmoil of an individual who feels out of place in a military setting. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who is struggling with the demands and expectations of military life, feeling trapped and disconnected from their true self. The opening lines express a sense of prolonged suffering and isolation, as the protagonist mentions the endless nights and shortened days spent in confinement, devoid of purpose and companionship.
The metaphor of the protagonist's pulse being like a sword cutting through their past highlights the deep emotional scars and the sense of loss they are experiencing. The imagery of being barefoot and avoiding mirrors suggests a vulnerability and a reluctance to face their current reality. The protagonist's eyes, described as blank from loneliness, further emphasize the depth of their despair. Despite acknowledging their own cowardice, there is a resolve to muster the courage of a soldier, albeit reluctantly.
As the song progresses, the protagonist anticipates the changes that will be imposed upon them – a new identity, new clothes, and the burden of carrying a weapon. The repeated plea, "No em pegui, no he nascut per militar" (Don't hit me, I wasn't born to be a soldier), underscores the protagonist's resistance to the militaristic life and their plea for understanding and compassion. The song captures the essence of an individual's struggle against an imposed identity and the yearning for a life that aligns with their true nature, free from the constraints of military expectations.