NIGHTCRAWLER

Bring the noise, got no choice, they avoid me
Paranoid in your voice, they deployed me
Never chasing, it's too much here lately (yeah!)
I make bank then dip, no safety
I'm too up and gone with crazy, twisted innocence
Scar-lxrd, uh
And beyond
A-a-aye, PULSE, that shit slaps

Never blink say, I
Going for the win, if I miss I die
Trial, weakness lacks a high note
It would be a lie if I said that I feel great today
Hated since a child, uh, patience is a cycle
Passion in my eyes how I'm hoping for a greater day
I don't wanna talk no more, I failed it's true
War when I'm back up on my wave again
Coming back for blood, I can't stop, I'll break through
Non-stop, you'll see me as the main event, ah

Back up on this shit again, I feel suicidal
This shit so embarrassing, to live inside of cycles
Way too numb to save me from the push to cross the line, uh
No one's set of life, uh, that shit is pretend, uh
I could cut my neck up but I'm sure it's not my time, uh
Fictions from my pride, uh, and it's a pain to express
Is it a sign that I'm not over?
Limitations suggest that living is a part of something bigger
Fame is unjust
And even if I die, I suffered for what?
Angel conversations and they say it's not done
It's our life but I've been wasted for days, this isn't working
Is the sight I'm chasing worth dying? God has to know
'Cause if I'm a target, I been needing reasons to keep faith if I'm honest
I don't wanna change with everyday, I'm devided
I still want to wake up and be grateful for conscious
I been so unstable, got me thinking I lost it (lost it)
Ah, that's some bullshit
'Cause I've been riding for so long, I'm nauseous
Are we the son of a serpent?

To flex on evil is a sign
Pieces of my mind thinking of a better way
Demons are inside, uh
If demons are inside, can't let them motherfuckers pave the way
I don't want a trail, wakeness lacks a high note
It would be a lie if I said that I feel great today
Hated since a child, uh, patience is a cycle
Passion in my eyes how I'm hoping for a greater day
I don't wanna talk no more, I failed it's true
War when I'm back up on my wave again
Coming back for blood, I can't stop, I'll break through
Non-stop, you'll see me as the main event, ah
Never blink say, I
Going for the win, if I miss I die

Why?
I thought you'd learn
Dissonance is taking all my energy
I thought you'd learn
Wasted my life
Wasted all my life on superficial shit
Can't get back time
It's like you blink and then your life is almost done
What have I done but bring you misery?
Is it my time to say goodbye and leave it done?
I hope you smile at all the memories
Why?
I thought you'd learn
Dissonance is taking all my energy
I thought you'd learn
Why?

(2024, lxrd)