Still I Love You - Mitsumeru Yori wa Shiawase
School days
The Fragile Echoes of Love: A Journey Through Heartache
The song 'Still I Love You - Mitsumeru Yori wa Shiawase' by School days delves into the complex emotions of love, loss, and longing. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a love that once was fulfilling but has now become a source of pain and nostalgia. The recurring motifs of 'Plastic Lies' and 'Paper Heart' symbolize the fragility and artificiality of the emotions the narrator is grappling with. These metaphors suggest that the love they once felt has become insubstantial and hollow, much like plastic and paper.
The song's narrative is driven by the narrator's yearning to reconnect with a past love. Lines like '一目 あなたに会いたくて声が聞きたくて' (I wanted to see you, I wanted to hear your voice) and '駆け抜けた街角で息を止めた' (I held my breath at the street corner) highlight the intensity of this longing. The imagery of the moonlight casting shadows that momentarily overlap ('月が照らす二人の影 不意に重なって') evokes a fleeting connection that is both beautiful and heartbreaking. This moment of connection, though brief, feels eternal to the narrator, emphasizing the depth of their emotions.
The song also explores the theme of self-deception and the struggle to move on. The lines 'Plastic Lies, 見つめるよりは幸せと' (Plastic Lies, happier than just staring) and 'Paper Heart, 自分についた嘘が騒ぐ' (Paper Heart, the lies I told myself are noisy) reveal the narrator's internal conflict. They acknowledge that their attempts to convince themselves of their happiness are ultimately futile. The song's climax, 'Still I Love You,' is a raw and honest admission of enduring love despite the pain and the passage of time. This declaration underscores the song's central theme: the enduring nature of true love, even when it is fraught with sorrow and regret.