I Try

Shawn James' song 'I Try' delves deep into the emotional turmoil of trying to move on from a significant relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the internal conflict and vulnerability that comes with unrequited love or a breakup. The recurring themes of 'games, changes, and fears' highlight the unpredictability and emotional rollercoaster that the protagonist is experiencing. Despite believing that fate has brought them together, the reality is that they are not, and this dissonance creates a profound sense of longing and despair.

The chorus is particularly poignant, with the repeated lines 'I try to say goodbye and I choke, try to walk away and I stumble.' These lines encapsulate the difficulty of letting go and the physical manifestation of emotional pain. The protagonist's world crumbles when their loved one is not near, indicating a deep dependency and the struggle to maintain composure in their absence. The use of words like 'choke' and 'stumble' suggests a loss of control and the overwhelming nature of their feelings.

In the verses, the protagonist admits to putting on a facade of being okay, but internally, they are 'just a prisoner of your love.' This metaphor of imprisonment underscores the inescapable nature of their emotions. The confession towards the end of the song, where the protagonist asks to be the possession of their loved one, reveals a desperate need for connection and validation. The song's raw honesty and emotional depth resonate with anyone who has experienced the pain of a broken heart, making it a powerful and relatable piece.