My War (Boku no Sensou) (Full Version)

Shinsei Kamattechan's 'My War (Boku no Sensou)' is a song that delves into the themes of conflict, inner turmoil, and the cyclical nature of destruction and regeneration. The song's lyrics are rich with metaphorical language and vivid imagery that paint a picture of a battle, not just externally but also within the self. The opening lines, 'Let’s start a new life from the darkness until the light reveals the end,' suggest a journey from despair to hope, indicating that the struggle is ongoing until a resolution is reached. The references to 'hatred, sorrow, desperation' and the feeling of being 'miserable' and 'awful' reflect the emotional landscape of someone embroiled in a personal conflict.

The chorus, with its haunting repetition of 'La-la-la-la' and 'Ba-ba-ri-as-ras-ti-ti-ti-ras-ti-ti,' adds a sense of the surreal to the song, as if the war being described is as much psychological as it is physical. The lines 'angels playing disguised with devil’s faces' and 'children cling to their coins squeezing out their wisdom' suggest a world where innocence is lost and deception is commonplace. This duality of angels and devils could symbolize the internal conflict between one's better nature and darker impulses. The phrase 'This is my last war' implies a finality, a decisive battle that could end the ongoing struggle.

The latter part of the song introduces the concept of 'Destruction and regeneration,' hinting at the idea that with every end comes a new beginning. The 'real enemy' mentioned could be interpreted as the self, suggesting that the most significant battles are often against one's own fears and flaws. The imagery of a disrupted journey home, the 'imperfect flowers,' and the 'evening train shaking' evoke a sense of loss and the search for peace amidst chaos. The song's conclusion, with its repeated calls of 'war,' serves as a powerful reminder of the persistent nature of personal battles and the resilience required to face them.