トチ狂っテる (tochikurutteru)

The song 'トチ狂っテる (tochikurutteru)' by -Shintenchi Kaibyaku Shudan- zigzag delves into the intense and unsettling emotions of obsession and unrequited love. The lyrics are a haunting portrayal of a person who is deeply infatuated with someone, to the point of madness. The repeated questioning, 'nee anata watashi no koto musugidayo' (Hey, you like me, right?) and 'nee anata watashi no koto sukina no ne' (Hey, you love me, right?), sets the tone for the obsessive nature of the narrator's feelings.

The song's narrative takes a darker turn as the narrator expresses jealousy and possessiveness, questioning the presence of another person, 'tonari no kegarawashii sono ko dare na no?' (Who is that filthy girl next to you?). This line highlights the narrator's inability to accept any competition for the affection of the person they are obsessed with. The lyrics 'watashi no koto shika kangaerarenai' (You can't think of anyone but me) and 'watashi mo sukida yo totemo suki nanda yo' (I love you too, I love you very much) further emphasize the narrator's delusional belief that their feelings are reciprocated.

As the song progresses, the narrator's realization of their unrequited love becomes apparent. The lines 'zutto kizuiteta yo watashi ga kirai nano' (I always knew you hated me) and 'watashi no kao nante mitaku monai koto' (You don't want to see my face) reveal the painful truth that the narrator has been avoiding. The final, chilling line 'ureshii? isho ni shinde ageru' (Are you happy? I'll die with you) encapsulates the extreme lengths to which the narrator is willing to go, driven by their obsessive love. This song is a powerful exploration of the darker side of human emotions, capturing the despair and madness that can arise from unreciprocated affection.