Buttons

Sia's song 'Buttons' delves into the emotional chaos and mental struggles of a person who feels haunted by their past and unfit for a relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with imaginary scenarios and ghosts from their past, which manifest in their daily life. The repeated imagery of 'pushing imaginary buttons' and 'counting imaginary school children' suggests a mind overwhelmed by anxiety and hallucinations, making it difficult to distinguish reality from imagination.

The chorus, 'I am no good for you, I'm seeing ghosts in everything I do,' underscores the protagonist's self-awareness of their detrimental impact on their lover. This acknowledgment of their own instability and the recurring theme of seeing ghosts in everything they do highlight a deep-seated guilt and fear of causing harm to those they care about. The ghosts symbolize unresolved issues and past traumas that continue to haunt the protagonist, making it impossible for them to maintain a healthy relationship.

Sia's use of metaphors like 'losing my marbles' and 'my carpet is animated' further emphasizes the protagonist's deteriorating mental state. These lines convey a sense of losing control and slipping into madness, which is both frightening and isolating. The repeated plea for the lover to 'walk away' or 'get away' reflects a desperate attempt to protect the lover from the chaos within. Sia's haunting vocals and the song's eerie melody amplify the sense of despair and urgency, making 'Buttons' a powerful exploration of mental health struggles and the impact they can have on relationships.