Kara no Binsen, sora e no tegami
Sid
A Letter to the Sky: A Journey Through Grief and Memory
Sid's song 'Kara no Binsen, sora e no tegami' (translated as 'An Empty Envelope, a Letter to the Sky') is a poignant exploration of loss, memory, and the enduring impact of a loved one who has passed away. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a letter that was never sent, found tucked away in an old book. This letter, addressed to someone who is no longer there to receive it, becomes a symbol of unspoken words and unresolved emotions.
The song begins with the discovery of the letter, which is described as 'furuboketa' (worn-out) and 'kawaisou na' (pitiful). The letter contains simple, heartfelt questions about the recipient's well-being and adjustment to their new surroundings, marking the passage of a year since their meeting. However, the letter remains unfinished, with the ink smudged and the words unreadable, symbolizing the writer's fear of confronting the reality of their loss.
As the song progresses, the narrator reflects on their feelings of guilt and sorrow. They wonder if the recipient would laugh at their foolishness or cry with them. The imagery of the 'ASUFAURUTO' (asphalt) that took the loved one away and the bouquet of flowers left behind underscores the finality of their departure. The narrator's struggle with saying goodbye and their inability to move on is likened to a broken projector, endlessly replaying memories of the past. Despite the pain, the narrator vows to keep the memory of their loved one alive, capturing their essence in their heart forever.