Healthy End

The song 'Healthy End' by 椎名もた (siinamota) delves into the complex emotions of self-discovery, change, and the struggle to find meaning in life. The lyrics reflect a journey from a state of despair and confusion to a place of understanding and acceptance. The repeated line '夏行きたくないを繰り返し' (I don't want to go to summer again) suggests a reluctance to face the future, a common sentiment for those grappling with depression or existential dread. However, the singer refrains from explicitly stating a desire to die, indicating a glimmer of hope or a search for a reason to keep going.

The song also explores the idea of courage and its perceived futility. The line 'ない方がよかった勇気だって' (Even the courage that was better not to have) suggests that sometimes, bravery can feel like a burden rather than a virtue. This is further emphasized by the imagery of '高層ビルから風輪ラブ' (love from a high-rise building), which could symbolize lofty, unattainable ideals. The singer acknowledges that overthinking can lead to defeat, as indicated by '考えちゃ負けさ勇てたっけ' (thinking is losing).

As the song progresses, there is a shift in perspective. The singer reflects on past experiences with a newfound clarity, realizing that even painful memories can lead to personal growth. The line 'きっかけが悲しくても変われると' (even if the trigger is sad, you can change) encapsulates this transformation. The repeated phrase '愛舞いミイメイン' (Love dance, me main) suggests a dance of self-love and acceptance, despite the pain. The song concludes with a sense of resolution, as the singer decides to move forward, regardless of what others say, symbolized by '私は歩くよ 手の鳴る方へと' (I will walk towards the sound of clapping hands).