My Own Person

Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now
Waiting for some kind of inspiration
To make me feel like I'm my own person

But buying new clothes just make me feel down
Having new style would cause me more attention
And I don't feel like I'm my own person

I just feel like some other version of me
Been talking about the same problems for years now
But nothing I do seems to make things happen
I try too hard, guess I got to keep searching

Can't help but think I just stand out
No matter what I do it's bad
It's hurting and I don't feel like I'm my own person

I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background
I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start felling like I can be myself
Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking

I try and I try but I'm not my own person
I need new shoes these ones are worn out
I'll buy the same pair just a different version
'Cause God forbid I put some effort in and
It would be nice if I wasn't filled with doubt

Oh, I can't help but feel that I've got some kind of curse
And I don't feel like I'm my own person
I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background

I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start felling like I can be myself
Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
I try and I try but I'm not my own person

I wanna be buried in the ground
And I don't want anyone to ever dig me out
And I've never had a sense of self
Oh, the longer I stay here the more things worsen

I'll never be my own person
I wanna blend into the background
I wanna be nobody and never make a sound
But I wanna start felling like I can be myself

Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking
I try and I try but I'm not my own person
I wanna be buried in the ground

And I don't want anyone to ever dig me out
And I've never had a sense of self
Oh, the longer I stay here the more things worsen
I'll never be my own person