Find My Love (feat. Zhavia)

Pumba, are you nuts?
Find
Yeah, yeah

Tryna find my love, yeah, tryna find my love
Soon as you don't need me, then I give a fuck
You be tryna move on, know you had enough
Soon as I pull up (soon as I pull up)
Soon as I pull up

I fill up your cup, fill me in, what's up? (What's up?)
Build you up like paper mâché, puttin' up a front
Stolen like a thief in the night
Soarin' like a dream outside

You tryna figure me out
'Cause you want me to give you the life that I gave to my ex and shit
But I been learned my lesson in
Giving someone my all didn't work so I exited
I got left at a deficit
Had me jumpin' through hoops just to fail, gettin' tеsted in
And I know that it's separate
But I got to admit that that shit sеt a precedent
I got a bunch of issues I'm addressing
You say that I'm hot and I'm cold, ain't no definite
Say I don't answer my phone, but I'm checkin' it
You say I'm never too clear, but I texted it
I see the proof that I'm trying and I'm gettin' it
You knew the deal and you knew what it was
It's all the back and the forth and the slamming the doors to come back, hopin' I open up, huh

Oh, got me feeling ways outta my control
It's so easy, don't wanna let you go
Yeah, believe me, I forgave your flaws
You fucked up

Tryna find my love, yeah, tryna find my love
Soon as you don't need me then I give a fuck
You be tryna move on, know you had enough
Soon as I pull up (soon as I pull up)
Soon as I pull up

Oh, got me feeling ways outta my control
It's so easy, don't wanna let you go
Yeah, believe me, I forgave your flaws
You fucked up (you fucked up)

I've been down this road for a minute now
These days it's hard to find love and find someone to trust
I know you wishin' I would settle down
But as many pieces as I had to pick up and tape 'em back up
It's hard to take my heart and give it out, shit, hear me out
I know I'm not great at expressing, but I'll do it now
I guess it's now or never so let me do it now
Because I got all these insecurities surrounding what I do and I don't
It got me checkin' if I'm ready or if you wanna go
And every time I start forgetting what I went through with a hoe
I get all in my head and thinkin': What if I knew what I know?
I would've never gotten hurt, never gotten left broken
Never would've worked, shit so bad it's insulting
Never did I deserve what I got, but I've grown since
I'm elevated and now I'm waiting for Lord knows when

'Cause Lord knows when
I've been down this road but I know roads end
'Cause there's times I left me and I chose them
And they left me empty and said I owed them
So can you blame me that I don't know shit?
'Cause I don't know shit
And I'm not your answer, but I know this
If a maybe's a no, it's a no then

Tryna find my love, yeah, tryna find my love
Soon as you don't need me then I give a fuck
You be tryna move on, know you had enough
Soon as I pull up
Soon as I pull up
Ah-ah-ah, huh-uh
Ah-ah-ah, huh-uh
Ah-ah-ah, huh-uh