Feel It All The Time
Soccer Mommy
I got a truck out in the drive
And it’s maybe a hundred thousand miles
And it still runs good
Yeah, she gets the job done
Drinkin’ regular from the gasoline pump
And I’ve got a heart that beats too fast
And a shake in my hands and a pain in my back
And I'm just 22 going on 23
Already worn down from everything
So I wanna drive out for where the Sun shines
Drown out the noise and the way I feel
But even the light is so temporary
And I see the dark at the back of my heels
I feel it all the time
We’re waking up from these sudden dreams
Where I can’t see past what’s in front of me
I was wondering if it could mean something
Or if it’s nonsense, like everything else
Maybe the days are just running out
Like gasoline gauges and drivin’ south
Oh, I hope that my knees will keep dragging me on
But they’ve been worn down to the bone
So I wanna drive out where the Sun shines
Drown out the noise and the way I feel
But even the light is so temporary
And I see the dark at the back of my heels
But I'm going to drive till I'm in swallowed in sunset
And let me collapse like a broken lung
‘Cause I'm gaspin’ for air
And I don’t feel nothin’
I'm closin’ my eyes till the threat is gone
I feel it all the time
I got a truck out in the drive
And it’s maybe a hundred thousand miles
And I don’t think I’ll ever make it so far
It makes me sad if I think too hard