Here I Am (feat. Rebelution)

SOJA's 'Here I Am' featuring Rebelution is a poignant song that delves into the complexities of a relationship where emotional needs and desires are mismatched. The lyrics tell the story of a person who is contacted by a lover only when they are in need of company, highlighting a dynamic where one party is used as a means to alleviate loneliness rather than being genuinely loved and valued. The repeated line 'She calls me when I'm in town' suggests a convenience-based interaction, where proximity triggers the interaction, not a deep-seated desire for the person's company.

The song's chorus, 'So here I am, here I am,' reflects a resignation to the situation, indicating the speaker's availability despite knowing the superficial nature of the call. This acceptance could stem from a hope for something more or simply from a desire not to be alone oneself. The phrase 'Something I do that gets her there, so feel better and get well' implies that the speaker provides some form of emotional support or healing, even though it's clear that their role is not as a primary partner but rather as a temporary fix.

The song also touches on the theme of change and the struggle to find stability ('Backwards, now we're back again / Sideways just to find our friends'). The mention of 'new faces' and the inability to find replacements for what was once familiar suggests a yearning for a return to a more grounded and authentic connection. The music, with its reggae influence, adds a layer of laid-back introspection, allowing listeners to reflect on the nature of their relationships and the roles they play within them.