The Pain That Kills You Too

Solar Fake's song "The Pain That Kills You Too" delves into the complexities of unspoken emotions and the internal battles that come with them. The lyrics paint a picture of a relationship where communication has broken down, leaving the narrator feeling isolated and misunderstood. The opening lines, "Come a little bit closer and whisper in my ear / What you never wanted anybody else to hear," suggest a longing for intimacy and honesty that is never fully realized. This sets the stage for a narrative of missed connections and emotional drift.

The recurring theme of trying harder and breathing underwater symbolizes the suffocating effort to keep the relationship afloat despite the overwhelming sense of despair. The line, "I wish I could have followed when you ran away with me / Never felt so hollow, I never thought that this is me," highlights the narrator's regret and self-realization. They acknowledge their own shortcomings and the impact it has had on their partner, expressing a deep sense of loss and emptiness.

The chorus, with its poignant lines, "I never wanted to be the pain that kills you too / I never wanted you to feign we’re in the queue," reveals the narrator's fear of being a burden and their desire for genuine connection. The song captures the essence of struggling to maintain a relationship while grappling with personal demons. The metaphor of breathing underwater encapsulates the feeling of being overwhelmed and the desperate attempt to survive in an emotionally suffocating environment. Solar Fake's electronic soundscape adds to the haunting atmosphere, making the listener feel the weight of these unspoken emotions.