Anymore

JEON SOMI's 'Anymore' is a poignant exploration of the emotional turmoil following a painful breakup. The lyrics convey a deep sense of regret and longing, as the singer grapples with the aftermath of a relationship that has soured. The repeated lines 'You mess me up' and 'I'm drowning now' suggest a struggle to cope with the overwhelming feelings of heartache and confusion. The use of substances to numb the pain, as indicated by 'Smoking away all the pain' and 'I'm taking shots to drown these memories,' highlights the desperation to escape the emotional distress.

The song's chorus reveals a dichotomy between the desire to maintain a connection ('I wanna be your lover') and the realization that the relationship is irreparable ('But I know / This ain't it'). The metaphor of a 'beautiful nightmare' captures the complex emotions of cherishing the memories while acknowledging the pain they now cause. The transformation of a 'beautiful daisy' into a 'rose with your thorns' illustrates the change in perception of the partner—from a source of joy to one of hurt.

JEON SOMI's artistry in 'Anymore' lies in her ability to articulate the universal experience of grappling with the remnants of a past love. The song resonates with anyone who has endured the bittersweet process of moving on from a relationship that once felt eternal. The haunting question 'Do I ever cross your mind / Anymore' serves as a refrain that echoes the uncertainty and hope for acknowledgment, even as the singer accepts the end of the romance.