Adult
Sondia
Navigating the Loneliness of Adulthood
Sondia's song 'Adult' delves into the emotional turbulence and existential questions that often accompany the journey into adulthood. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with feelings of isolation and uncertainty. The opening lines, '고단한 하루 끝에 떨구는 눈물 / 난 어디를 향해 가는 걸까' (Tears falling at the end of a weary day / Where am I headed?), set the tone for a reflective and somber exploration of one's path in life. The protagonist feels lost and questions the direction they are taking, a sentiment that resonates with many who are navigating the complexities of growing up.
The song also touches on the theme of loneliness, as expressed in the lines '이 넓은 세상에 혼자인 것처럼 / 아무도 내 맘을 보려 하지 않고' (As if I'm alone in this vast world / No one tries to see my heart). This sense of being misunderstood or unseen by others is a common struggle, especially in a world that often prioritizes superficial connections over genuine understanding. The metaphor of '짙은 나의 어둠' (my deep darkness) represents the internal battles and emotional burdens that the protagonist carries, suggesting that these struggles can only be overcome by confronting and accepting oneself.
Despite the heavy themes, there is a glimmer of hope in the song. The lines '나는 내가 되고 / 별은 영원히 빛나고' (I become myself / The stars shine forever) suggest a journey towards self-acceptance and the realization that one's true self is valuable and enduring. However, the protagonist also acknowledges the difficulty of this journey, as seen in '바보 같은 나는 / 내가 될 수 없단 걸 / 눈을 뜨고야 / 그걸 알게 됐죠' (Foolish me / I realized I can't become myself / Only after opening my eyes). This duality of hope and despair captures the essence of the human experience, making 'Adult' a poignant reflection on the trials and triumphs of growing up.
The song concludes with a sense of longing for a better future, '어떤 날 어떤 시간 어떤 곳에서 / 나의 작은 세상은 웃어줄까' (Someday, sometime, somewhere / Will my small world smile?). This line encapsulates the universal desire for happiness and fulfillment, leaving listeners with a sense of anticipation and the belief that, despite the hardships, there is always a possibility for brighter days ahead.