Hardest to Be

Sora Lion's 'Hardest to Be' delves into the complexities of emotional turmoil and the struggle to find one's true self amidst confusion and disillusionment. The song opens with the artist describing a sense of falling and disorientation, symbolizing a loss of direction in life. The lyrics 'Never knowin' which way's up, down' and 'It's never what it seems' suggest a profound uncertainty and a feeling of being lost. This is further emphasized by the line 'I think I'll find it all somewhere 'tween the ice and fire,' which metaphorically represents the search for balance between extremes.

The recurring theme of needing 'another savior' indicates a longing for external help or guidance to navigate through this emotional chaos. The artist expresses a sense of jadedness and detachment, as seen in the lines 'Take down, all of this is jaded somehow' and 'It's not me, so fade a little off in the wind.' This detachment could be a defense mechanism against the overwhelming feelings of confusion and loss. The phrase 'Make it up, break it up, find that it's the hardest to be' encapsulates the struggle of maintaining one's identity and sanity in the face of these challenges.

Sora Lion also touches on the difficulty of understanding and interpreting life's 'signposts,' or signals, which leads to further disorientation. The line 'I'd shed a tear if I could even conjure up emotion' highlights a numbness or emotional exhaustion, a common experience for those dealing with prolonged stress or depression. The artist's hunger for a feeling signifies a deep yearning for emotional connection and clarity. Overall, 'Hardest to Be' is a poignant exploration of the inner battles we face when trying to find our place and purpose in a confusing world.