Self Control

Soraya's 'Self Control' delves into the dichotomy between day and night, exploring themes of freedom, escapism, and the loss of self. The night is depicted as a world of its own, where the protagonist feels liberated and unrestrained. The 'city light painted girl' suggests a persona that comes alive under the cover of darkness, contrasting sharply with the mundane and inconsequential daytime. The night offers a sense of flattery and allure, a time when the protagonist can shed their inhibitions and embrace a different reality.

The recurring line 'You take my self, you take my self control' underscores a sense of surrender and loss of autonomy. The protagonist is captivated by the night, living solely for its fleeting moments. This surrender is not just to the night but also to an external force or person who exerts a powerful influence over them. The lyrics suggest a cyclical pattern of nights and days, where the protagonist is caught in a loop, unable to break free or question their actions. This cycle is both enchanting and entrapping, highlighting the dual nature of their nocturnal existence.

The song also touches on the idea of living among 'creatures of the night,' indicating a sense of belonging to a world that is hidden and perhaps misunderstood. The protagonist's resignation to 'believe that tomorrow never comes' reflects a desire to remain in this nocturnal fantasy, avoiding the harsh realities of the day. The night becomes a dreamlike escape, a place where the protagonist can lose themselves and their self-control, even if just for a moment. This theme of escapism is central to the song, portraying the night as both a refuge and a trap.