Zure amak badaki

Sorotan Bele's song 'Zure amak badaki' delves into the complex emotions of self-reflection, deception, and the journey towards self-discovery. The lyrics, sung in Basque, paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their actions and the lies they've told, not just to others but to themselves. The repeated questioning of 'Zer egiten nagoen' (What am I doing?) highlights a deep sense of confusion and a search for meaning in one's actions.

The protagonist admits to running away and spreading lies, creating a facade that ultimately leads to a sense of disorientation and loss of self. The line 'Gezur sorta nik eman ditut mundu guztiari' (I have given a bunch of lies to the whole world) underscores the weight of these deceptions. The song suggests that even a single lie can be enough to upend the beliefs of those who trust you, as seen in 'Gezur bakar bat nahikoa izaten da hankaz gora uzteko sinisten duena' (A single lie is enough to turn upside down those who believe).

In the latter part of the song, the protagonist reflects on the burden they have carried, symbolized by 'Gurutz haren zama bizkar gainean' (the weight of that cross on my back). This metaphorical cross represents the guilt and emotional baggage accumulated over time. The journey towards liberation is marked by shedding these burdens and breaking free from ingrained habits and expectations, as expressed in 'Erakutsitako ohituretatik azkenik askatu nituen' (Finally, I freed myself from the habits I was taught). The release of internalized tears signifies a cathartic moment of self-realization and emotional release.

'Sorotan Bele' uses poignant metaphors and introspective lyrics to explore themes of truth, deception, and the arduous path to self-awareness. The song resonates with anyone who has ever felt the weight of their own lies and the struggle to find their true self amidst the chaos.