Only Fans

Subze's song "Only Fans" delves deep into the artist's internal struggles and the superficiality of modern society. The title itself is a clever play on the popular platform OnlyFans, but instead of offering explicit content, Subze offers his raw emotions and thoughts. He opens up about his mental health battles, including depression and anxiety, and the constant feeling of giving more of himself than he receives in return. This vulnerability is juxtaposed with a critique of societal values, where appearances and material wealth often overshadow genuine human connection.

The lyrics are rich with metaphors and cultural references. Subze compares his negative mindset to the infamous football manager Louis van Gaal, known for his stern demeanor. He also references Ansu Fati, a young football prodigy, to highlight the contrast between societal expectations of success and his own feelings of inadequacy. The mention of the Puskas Award, given for the most beautiful goal, symbolizes his efforts that go unrecognized despite their beauty. These references serve to illustrate the artist's internal conflict and the pressure to conform to societal standards.

Subze's critique extends to the broader societal context, where he laments the lack of genuine human connection and the prevalence of superficial values. He points out the irony of people being more outraged by a burning trash can than by the plight of the homeless. The song also touches on the power of education and the written word as tools against fascism and ignorance. Despite his struggles, Subze remains defiant, using his music as a means of expression and resistance. The recurring refrain, "Doy lo mejor de mí, pienso: ¿para qué?" (I give my best, I think: for what?), encapsulates his frustration and search for meaning in a world that often feels indifferent to his efforts.